well I'm 30 now and still have a problem with anger, yes I understand that environment can be part of why kids act out but the thing about that is violent environments can create anti-socials or physcopaths lol. I tend to appear very normal cos I have my own code of behaviour and I value things like manners which my generations doesn't generally have- most of the are stupid, lame, pathetic, fronting cnts to be honest. I do have ptsd but I have always had a bad streak- I channeled a lot of my aggression into property damage rather than hurting people cos you get in trouble for that and also I'm quite a small person so I learned quickly it's not that easy for me to fight anyone the way ur general stupid ape type brute person does. I'm pretty intelligent which helps but I just can't seem to make life work and I knew I was different at 5. It's weird cos I was also a nice kid- I used to cry for kids in africa starving ect but then I would do things to people around me. an example is something silly- me and a freind bought this picture of a horse it cost like 50cents at swap meet, the deal was we'd share time so i talked her into it staying at my house first but then she did the normal kid whining/crying thing cos she wanted to take it so I agreed with no intention of her taking it. I hung it behind my door and closed door so she would forget about it. I was about 7ish then. I don't know if that is normal for a kid to be that cunning. Also by the age of about 8 I knew my friends didn't like me and just came over cos we had a pool. I am diagnosed with ptsd and cluster b traits, I lived in a richmmond fellowship place n they and a doctor tried to say I was borderline- I hate that it makes me mad as I see borderlines as weak, pathetic *****s (I'm not trying to insult anyone I'm just trying to be honest- thats another thing I think makes me anti-social I see no point in lying to protect people feelings- it helps noone) I thin cos I can be kind people think I'm not anti-social (but then they don't want me at thier parties cos I might scare someone or do something freaky ha ha ha) but anti-socials are human with a range of personalities- there isn't just one kind who are all power hungry and straight out cold. The more I research anti-social the more it fits. I can be good or bad but so can every human even physco's and anti-socials. Ted bundy who I believe was a physcopath, worked at a suicide hotline, how many lives did he save?