My ex husband was the same way. He couldn't find peace in any job he had. He jumped jobs, even went back to college and got another major, but nothing could make him happy for very long. I don't know that he has ever found peace. He never thought he was the problem it was always someone else's fault. All this is to say, good for you for looking for answers and help. I'm glad you are in therapy. There is help, never give up.