Sorry to hear about a kinda sucky time that you are going through. I hope somehow / somewhere you find something to make you smile..... for me - it is (often) the sound of a toddler babbling.... there is just something about those tiny, squeaky voices that just makes my heart smile.

Whatever it is - I hope you find it.

AND - don't watch the packers.... they suck this year and it doesn't help us Wisconsinites to have to see such crap every Sunday