Thanks for the replies. I think the Facebook searching may have been an early compulsion and not just curiosity, and ocdwifeofsociopath I know what you mean with the morbid incident thing. I often find myself curious about things like the plague and horrific news stories and although these things scare me when my minor harm o is playing up I try to ignore it. I am young after all and lots of my friends say they are interested in things such as murders etc. it sounds weird ik but I think we all have it to some extent. I am doing a lot better with hocd recently, it's still very scary but I don't really think I am bisexual or lesbian and from the many people I've wailed to on this forum and many others most say same sex fantasies are pretty normal. Nowadays I worry more about individual things rather than the whole picture, for example right now I'm worried I'm obsessed with gay people haha. I don't even know anymore tbh, I worry about so many things that seem so unimportant yet I can't stop