Just caught up on your latest posts ... (I didn't recognise that I was not on the last page yet).

As someone who had been a victim of very thorough and demoralising abuse from a so-called partner for many years, let me say that as you get true to your heart and honour your need to walk away from people who try to control you, more and more of the right kind of people will be part of your life and the ones who want to hurt and control you will fade out more and more from your life.

Also, this kind of controlling abuse ONLY GETS WORSE. If he thinks it's acceptable to treat you like this now, he will tend to believe after he's married you that he has even more licence to be in charge of you and damage you and make you live in misery while trying to get you to believe it's your own fault.

Please believe in the part of you that is trying to look after heart - it won't let you down!