I am still working on forgiving myself for things i have done. I feel like i am in a much better place now than when i started to rebuild my life a year ago. I certainly still have challenges, but I am not as reckless with my actions or words, as i was previous to my pivitol moment. For that i am proud,and for that i walk one step closer to forgiving myself. baby steps : ). I was in true "end-it-all" despair a year ago. I am glad I am still here to give myself a chance at a new way to live. I hope you just keep putting one foot in front of the other...I hope comfort finds you soon. Till then, at least you know you are not alone.