This time of the year is so hard for me. Christmas..everyone seems happy and spends time with family. I don't have family..I have my parents but my mom is so sick and can't get out of bed. My dad chooses to work on Christmas. It's just lonely and depressing.
I've been severely depressed for a few weeks now. I started feeling depressed a few months ago and it's gotten worse.
I barely get out bed somedays. All I want to do is sleep. I feel so alone and just don't belong in the world.
I'm trying to find hope or hope that I can be happy and have the things I want in life.
If I've struggled on and off with depression for so long..about ten years..is my life really worth living? Is this worth it? Is there even hope? No one seems to be able to handle being around me.