Hi Yoda, thanks for your reply

yeah sadly meds do all have side effects.
i'm glad mirtazapine worked for you, i've just taken one, after a couple of hours
arguing it over in my head.
looking forward to some wild dreams, or; wilder... - my dreams are wild as it is....

unfortunatley i don't have a PDOC... i have a general practitioner...
and two psychotherapists (who are amazing) but they are not allowed to advise me on medication, not even whether they think i should take it or not... which is jarring.
But my new G.P seems really good, and does appear to know alot more than your average, and really understood me, whereas alot of G.Ps really don't get me at all

so.
,,,cheers; hope alls well Yoda.
i'm starting to feel a bit sleepy... (its 03.50am) but i took 15mg 40 mins ago and i suspect its kicking in.. - its quite taxing typing right now.
definitely going to sleep well tonight.

Gnightx
C

p.s: love the pic in your sig. :0)