Hi Eva,

I can't convey to you how much it means to me that you replied to my post. Thank you. For everything you said. I'm sorry you feel similarly. Lately, it's too much to bear.

I can't work either. And I'm so scared because I'm on disability and I'm ashamed of that and everything else. Whenever I think I can pull this out of the fire, I know I can't becasue of the glaring gaps in my resume. I feel trapped.

I had a silly part time job that I stormed out on last week. I can't handle anything. I resigned myself but thought I'd give it one more try. So, here I am.

You're an angel. I hope you have a peaceful night and hope we both wake up tomorrow feeling better (miraculously cured doesn't look like it's on the menu).

Goodnight.