Thanks for all the warm responses. I'll answer your questions now.

Here's the deal I'm 28 and I haven't ever been asked out by a man. I have a lot of issues from when I was a child because guys teased me. Once we had to dance for a school performance and none of the guys wanted to dance with me. On the day of the dance I went with my hair up and lipstick on and a guy was like "woah you look good today" or something like that. In HS my mom's guy friend asked "why does your daughter dress that way?" My mother told me this recently because I have been telling her all these thoughts and she now realizes that I did dress boyishly which she didn't realize then apparently.

I do tend to favor aggressive-type guys but then again I'm an aggressive type woman in some ways but not in others. For example, I wouldn't ever ask a guy out. This desire for aggressive type men (and being aggressive myself) may also come from the fact that I come from a dysfunctional family where my parents would fight and I would get in the middle.

It is more a sensation really. I don't think the issue with me is the media hype or whatever. I just don't feel sexy or wanted. I see girls that look more attractive and I get intimidated in a way. Like I feel if I go out with them as friends I would be seen as the guy if someone were to see us as a couple. I don't even know what I'm saying here. I didn't know how to say that I didn't want to offend anyone.

My body type. Well I recently lost 30 pounds but I've regained ten in the past two weeks. I have a rectangular type body I guess? I have excess stomach fat so my hips measure about the same as my stomach. This summer I wore short shorts for the first time in years and I felt more womanly at times while wearing them.