its ironic that I came across this post in all honesty cause. I was just thinking the same thing.

For years I have wanted to try to have kids and up until now I thought it was just a wishful dream. But I am dating someone in my life that wants to have kids and have a family, he says he wants it some day but I begining to realize at the age of 30 which for me is coming up in only a few weeks time.

I will not have very much time to try to do this if I really want to.

I am scared to death because I still live at home with my mother, and I am techically still trying to look for work right now.
But I want to have a child, I want to know what it is like to have a baby inside me and to give birth. It both excites and horrifies me to no end. For lots of reasons.

For one I am sure some of my family would not approve of this. Like my mother, she will probably scold me telling me I am not in a good enough finical place to have or raise a baby.

as well as I have had many medical issues before in the past, seizures, and un explained neurological issues.

But I want this, yes it might be hard yes I might be high risk and have to go through more work then a lot of other people would to be able to do this. But I truly want it, and it does not mean I want to not have a job or not go back to school either. It means simply I want to do this in addition to what I am doing right now in my life as well.