People
Groups form
People are left out on a daily basis
But does it really matter, when you don’t need to be there
They don’t think to include you or acknowledge you on a daily basis
So Christmas time, people come together
Group invites everyone because it’s Christmas
Does it seem fake?
Like every day they eat lunch and talk and you might as well not exist.
Or they have planning sessions without you, for something all are a part of.
So why pretend at Christmas time that you “care”?
I don’t know what I do not understand about life.
I don’t have a desire to go.
I might have to go because the one I am closer with wants to go.
I went another couple of times to staff gatherings, where you didn’t exist, except for a chair.
Just like daily lunch time.
I don’t know.
I don’t understand why people want to go and gather as a big group rather than a small group.
Is it just to make themselves feel better? We asked everyone?
What is it I don’t understand?