I feeling very down, angry, worthless, helpless, and so much more and thinking about getting out the knife. I don't want to, that is why I'm asking for support. I was outside trying to look at the stars, and that damn light was shining all over the place, reflecting of everything. I was going to write them a letter, but they have no respect and don't care. I did talk to them face to face and they said they would help me out, I didn't see anything done! I hate them!! I think I would be better off dead, then everyone can have those stupid lights, which cause every problem known. Why won't people listen to logic? I don't want to live in a world where no one cares about others or the environment. If lighting was not an issue then there would not be groups and organizations fighting it!