I know what it's like to look back at previous girlfriends and compare, it sucks when you feel inferior. He's with you now though, so he is obviously attracted to you right?

Edited because I read the rest. I know it's hard but you need to stop acting like the jealous girlfriend, it'll only push him away. You have to try to trust him. If he cheats on you, then it isn't meant to be. I am still working on trusting people so I do know how hard it is but you can do it *hugs*
Have you tried therapy for self esteem and anger issues?

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