I have not worked since I was admitted in September. At first I could see staying home as I was in no condition to work. I am still in no condition to work but starting to feel really bad. Starting in January I will be getting disability payments and so I won't feel as guilty about money. Most days I am lucky to fold a load of laundry or to run the dishwasher. I hate having no energy. My husband is completely supportive and telling me I am doing important things - going to therapy and group appointments and so it is ok if I don't get a lot of housework done.

Just feeling so much guilt.