I want to die, I'm afraid to die I'm heavy, my neck and head hurt, I feel so overwhelmed, I'm doing nothing with my life, I can't do anything, I want to end it, I've tried before but I just can't, I'm on the edge, I'm floating in the river that turns into the niagara falls, I'm facing away from the fall, I can hear the water dropping, but I don't know how far away I am.


hypomania?

Life's great, be my friend, I wanna sing, I should go to college, the future is bright, I'll find a wife, adopt a kid from asia, help out at a homeless shelter, win the lotto, I'm a millionaire, spend money, candy canes jimmy cricket and christmas!