I told my T more today than I ever have about my ED. I am now really worried she will tell my GP as she has a 'duty of care'? But I am ok. I just wish I hadn't told her. I don't feel ready to change although I have posted on here about my habit and I understand it is dangerous. Still couldn't stop doing it again tonight. Restricting too but still doing it. What is really going on? I need help but I don't want to go public yet. What will my H say? He will be furious.
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