ugh. I hate myself right now. I love my dog. I love taking her for walks. Can't manage to do it though. I love my horse. I keep him at a stable. Haven't made the five minute drive it takes to go see him in over a month. I hate myself for it. I LOVE my animals far more than I like most people. They are my solace. My rock in such a ****** world. but I cant' make myself do what is necessary to take care of them. WTF? I'm just a big piece of ****.