All the crazy fun; the wildness. It captures them, reels them in.

They can't get enough, nobody connects to them in such an instantaneous way. They fall, harder than they can deal with at the time. They get swept away in the madness that is my unstable emotion.

It turns

They turn

This is what made them love me. Love me Hard! Strong!

Its not enough for me at this moment, the next moment. I disconnect and pull away. Giving them a chance to catch their breath. Some need longer than others.

They start thinking and listening to the opinions of those on the outside of the bubble I created.

Sometimes they still hold out.

Its not enough for me.

Then they realise that I'm not quite right.

They disconnect, finally I achieved it, they don't want me anymore and all that chaos that trapped them transforms into hatred. They blame me and themselves for being so stupid.

Then they disconnect forever.

But they will always be in my heart and I can never let them go...