I know it's a typical teenage thing to be confused about yourself and your sexuality etc, but I think this is a little different to the usual confusion people in my age range experience.
I'm attracted to guys with handsome faces and good bodies and I identify good looking guys as being sexy, and I am capable of becoming sexually aroused, so I know I'm not completely asexual.
But the thing is, I have a lot of trouble getting aroused. I usually don't find masturbation particularly stimulating, often I don't find it at all stimulating. I'm also pretty much indifferent (like 99%, and the other 1% seems to be somehow interested but not aroused) to pornographic images.
I've never had a proper boyfriend and I have no experience of sexual contact with another person, so I can't say for certain how that would make me feel, but my apparent indifference concerns me as I do want to someday be in a loving, healthy and sexually active relationship, but I worry that that might not be possible.
If anyone could tell me where any of this could have come from, or why I am the way I am in terms of sexuality, that would be greatly appreciated.
Thanks for giving me a place to share my concerns, by the way