Thank you so much everyone for your supportive responses. I've never "turned into a gremlin before" Lol...at least you made me laugh . Feeling calmer after reading your posts. So nice to hear from such an understanding community, who understand.

Needless to say, something good came out of this. My husband explained the severerity od the state I'm in.....and we are passing on going to this large family Christmas Party Sunday, with all his family.....which I was dreading. It would have been the icing on the cake for my meltdown. In the middle of med change. Staying hopeful because of your support.
Thank you,