I used to be agnostic-atheist until I was totally blindsided with religious delusions during the last "episode".
You just made me feel so much better! This exact thing happened to me when I had a hypomanic reaction to prozac years ago. I am an agnostic, but on prozac I saw God everywhere, because everything was so damn beautiful, the sky, the trees, the birds. It all ended when the prozac was discontinued. Friends still remind me of this, but we all laugh about it.
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Bi Polar 2 (mixed), CPTSD, GAD, PD (with agoraphobia), ADHD.
Lamotrigine, Zoloft, Vistaril
"I hated labels. People didn’t fit into slots—prostitute, housewife, saint—like sorting the mail. We were so mutable, fluid with fear and desire, ideals and angles, changeable as water."
"The blues are because you're getting fat and maybe it's been raining too long, you're just sad that's all. The mean reds are horrible. Suddenly you're afraid and you don't know what you're afraid of."
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