Innerzone, I have noticed with me that when I am getting physically sick, mentally I feel pretty great. When I am coming down with colds or viruses my mood stays good while my body feels awful. Eventually the sickness hits me and I slow down but to start with mentally I feel good, even a tiny bit elevated. I hope you start to feel better soon.

I am doing ok today. I feel alright and I have christmas baking to do today, but I am craving weed and want to spend the day high instead of taking my meds like a good little patient. Im not sure if this is a problem or if everyone just wants a wasted day here and there. Part of me is justifying it, the other part is saying NO! Absolutely not! Bad me! I definitely dont need it for my mood, but it would be nice to have it for the pain, it is very very good for my pain.