Anyhow. I've come to somewhat of a conclusion. I feel that I do have some bpd traits.

No denying that. But in addition to that I also have a lot of PTSD that continues to surface.
If you know anything about PTSD you would so realize with it comes an overwhelming
Amt of abandonment issues

Besides the more I thought about it all the more I realized is that a diagnosis
Is just that. No need to allow it define you.

Just some clarity I've had over the past few days.
It just isn't that black and white.
And that's me being blunt.