I'm glad to see that you recognize that she can't be there all the time.
The attachment has to lessen. You cannot cling to it growli, it isn't healthy for you. You're in this setting to learn how to NOT be attached and how to care for yourself. You aren't doing that if you're actively clinging to your T.
ETA: Also, what did you do yesterday to actively take care of yourself? I'm glad that you made it without pushing yourself in to see T somehow. But what did you actually do? From your posts all I can see if that you were obsessing over your T. I'm sure you did more than that with your day!
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