From your OP:

"I do like to drink alcohol and never plan on stopping. I will also use opiates for recreational purposes when available, but never benzos. The reason never benzos? Because they do not provide a euphoria and is a waste of time to abuse them. I have severe mood swings, anger issues, and drive recklessly."

I don't know where you get your opiates, which ones you use and by what route but if you're using them recreationally does it really matter where you buy them?