Today's session was all over the place just like my moods, I been highly stressed h is being very unsuportive and controlling , add the holidays, triggers, flashbacks, and trauma work you get the picture.

I just went in there blurting everything about h and I rarely include him in my session talks. Started talking about random stuff that was bothering me. All the while looking at the floor .usually I go in there organized with a topic.

Then I had a pdoc appt in the afternoon I been seeing her for two years , we get along great we are very open I see her for like 40 min. Her nurse made a mistake last month and gave me 50mg Zoloft instead of 100mg I took it for a month , started feeling depressed and very anxious , that got corrected.

Here is the problem so I have had like 3 root canals and a missing tooth couple cavities and I'm a cigarette smoker , I use smokers tooth paste to control some yellowing , my teeth Are not yellow. Anyway she asks me if I have done meth , I said never . She says oh because I see your missing some teeth.

OMG I just was floored , I picked up my meds it was the end of our session , I can't shake it off.

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