My daily check in today is about devastating news. My closest friend was killed in a car accident yesterday. The feelings come and go and at times I cannot feel anything and other times I cannot pull myself together. When I was 24 I lost my best friend to cancer. Who has 2 of their closest friends die like this? This is what I cannot understand, why do I need to go through this again? To carry this pain for the rest of my life!! He leaves behind his wife, a 10 year old son and a 14 year old daughter. I just can't comprehend this. Anyway all I can say is what the f£%k!!!!!