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Originally Posted by The Fox & the Hound
For the past week & a half I was fine. A few days ago, I got really depressed again,& then started being rude to my friend again. The suicidal thoughts are back again too.
Why do I get depressed over & over again? Why don't I stay happy? Heck, there was only one day,when I was truly happy. I use to be happy a few years ago, I'm not anymore. |
i used to be happy and normal. until i was 13, 14, and then 15 things gets worst, i realized that i just wanna die eversince i was 16. Now, happy is just one little moment in my life, come and go too fast. depressed, suicidal, i can feel what you feel. If there is one peaceful way to end this, i would do it. But nothing is peace in this world. So i guess i'm stuck in here for the rest of my life.