Yah I did a week outpatient program bc of a relationship I was in but the basis of why I continued the relationship was directly related to the emotional abuse I was used to receiving from my mom. I know my mom sees me going to a psychiatrist, taking medication & seeing a therapist as a weakness and I'm inferior to her bc she has never seen a mental health professional bc she knows & can handle anything and everything. But little does she know that my primary reason for seeking professional help is 99% of her emotional abuse and how it has impacted my adult life.

I think that is what I am trying to do right now is hate her bc it does make it easier. All I need to focus on is moving forward and to continue to stay in therapy & be persistent in setting my "silent" boundaries bc me verbally implementing them is a waste of time. She doesn't know how to act now since I kindly keep to myself and keep any conversations on a unimportant topic.

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