((((((( HUGS ))))))) ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ((((((( HUGS )))))))

I am sorry that YOU are going thru all these feelings and worse yet, with someone that you care very much for as a person.....

I would have to say that only you can decide if this marriage is worth staying in (or not).... you will have to try and answer this question for your self - as best as you:
Is staying with my husband better or worse for me in the long run?

Hope you find an easy way thru this matter.... and please keep on talking about your feelings with us here at PC and then maybe you will see the answer as you talk and read.

LoVe,
Rhapsody -