It is hard and it shows how a tremendous amount of will power you have. I admire your fighting spirit and ability to hang in there.

I also keep trying to find ways to manage, without any help from anyone around me. It isn't fun and it hurts a great deal to know that I am alone in the world basically.

Hang in there and continue to fight. You will succeed.

Best of luck.

<font color=purple>The key to realizing a dream is to focus not on success but significance - and then even the small steps and little victories along your path will take on greater meaning.
Oprah Winfrey (1954 - ), O Magazine, September 2002<font color=purple>