I'm under 18, & still in H.S.So IDK about the group thing.

I hate seeing all these happy people. I always convenience myself that every one is "secretly depressed". Whenever SI,depression, suicide, or anything similar to that, is mentioned I get uncomfortable. But I also obsess over it to.

I just wish I could be happy. I just get these severe bouts of depression.& I then get extremely suicidal. I won't exactly be happy. I am just really irritable, & I can't explain the feeling.

Very sorry if I am repeating things over & over again