Thank you!

And I am not certain if I mentioned it.. but I am an LPC (licensed professional counselor- a therapist) It's true.. we are usually, not always quite lost as many others.

So I have reviewed the diagnosis.. I diagnosis people daily, it's part of my daily job. I have also been in and out of therapy my entire life, on meds etc.

I say all that to say I think you are right, the last part of what you said is probably quite accurate and I think I forget that we are all human ups and downs and life is not a fantasy..
thank you again, I sincerely appreciate your insight.