Hi, Jess.....welcome. you sound like a very nice person to me. is there someone at school, a counselor, that you could talk to about your pain? SI needs attention and if your mother isn't willing to help you find help, surely someone else will.

it's hard to have so much stress in highschool. being a teen is hard enough, without added pressures. please keep me updated on how yuo are doing. xoxoxo pat