Idk. I seem to be operating on two tracks. Or more! The more t gratifies baby hankster, the more adult hankster is freed up to do adult things, rather than engage in self-soothing rituals like over-eating and over-sleeping. And the more adult hankster is not terrified in her own home and does more things. But i dont see adult hankster craving the gratifications. They feel like play. They feel like they are in the past.

Eta - i guess it was a dangerous experiment. But we were both honest about it.