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Originally Posted by Alokin
I would not take it personally. When I get dark sometimes I am embarrassed by may behavior and avoid people. I also cannot use my energy to reach out. Literally using my brain to communicate with other humans is too difficult.
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Hi Alokin! Thank you for answering! I do understand that if someone is in a dark place they don't want to communicate. When I am severely depressed I don't either, but I guess I am worried if he is talking to other people, except for me. I just hope it's nothing personal. Plus I just don't know if this is part of being Bipolar? (no disrespect intended) I guess I am just confused, and he dished all of his problems to me like months ago, and I helped him through it, so.... I don't understand, if someone helped you in the past through a hard time, then why not talk to them now? Unless I am part of the reason for his depression. Cause he did try to get with me a lot and I rejected. But it was for reasonable reasons. I told him I have 100% loyalty towards him and I am always here for him. But even like a week ago he went above and beyond in the sense that he was trying to kiss me, flirt with me, saying "I love you" way too much, etc. But thank you