A year and a half ago while I was working with t1 for 1 year I started working on trauma 2 months before she suddenly left, only giving me two weeks notice, she stopped csa work abruptly as well. She relocated to another job.

She had also referred me to a group 3 weeks before I knew she was leaving because of my lack of insurance, im waiting for ssd , before then she told me she would advocate for me and not let the supervisors stop individual sessions, because they make exceptions for people depending on cases.

That didnt happen, since she was leaving, they denied it.

She referred me to t2 I been with for a year and we are in csa work , tt2 knows about the situation and decided to take me ob, supervisor okayed it last year. Now the billing dept which every year takes down h financial info , he is on disability, told me its time again to fill out yearly paper work. Im on sliding scale, this is mental health community clinic,paid by state, they dont do sliding anymore.

So now on monday I have to fill out this paperwork, the billing clerk is very rude she gives me anxiety, she is not expectin money, last year she told me," people just think they could get everything for free in this country" therapy is not free the state is paying for you, the state is gonna go broke"

Im having bad memories that after monday this billing clerk will alert the supervisor, and my t wont see me anymore like t1. I dont know how to make it through this weekend.