This may be a long rambling post...I've been having nightmares every night for a couple of weeks. Therapy has been intense. I broke through to another layer of heavy stuff and I'm having a hard time leaving it there. This weekend I went to a place I hadn't been for 32 years. It was intense. Some of the ritual abuse happened there. I wasn't sure unitl I drove past the dirt road that went to the clearing. I had a panick attack, but worked through it. I was able to reclaim that place for myself. Which was good, but I was also flooded with images from my past. I feel like everytime I have a major breakthrough I see so much more that I have to work through. It feels overwhelming, like I'll never get through it all. I'm so exhausted and all I want to do is sleep. But I have a child to take care of. I love her dearly but I'm having such a hard time getting up any energy. Well, thank you for letting me ramble. Annie