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Originally Posted by Daeva
She may be disappointed, however she still cares for you and is not mad, I think actually she was more sad than anything that you had to use a substance to calm down instead of trusting her to calm you down. Maybe she's feeling a bit inadequate/incompetent. She cares for you, and if she's not mad this can blow over by simply not doing it again, it won't last.
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I really appreciate that. She told me multiple times that this doesn't change how she cares/feels for me. And when I asked her a second time if she was mad, she looked at me so kindly and said no, I'm not mad. I don't like your decision but I'm not mad.
I still just hate knowing that I did that, because I didn't nor ever want her to feel inadequate. I didn't even think about her feeling that way until you mentioned it.
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