I have recently started taking meds. I'm on my fourteenth day, and I haven't quit yet! The only reason I'm taking the meds is because my parents would not let me return to college otherwise. That, and, a psychiatrist said I would likely end up in a mental institution. Not fun.

You need to see a doc, before you start jumping to conclusions.

I understand and share your dislike of medications. It's been a struggle for me to continue to take mine. I dislike all meds, even tylenol, because I don't like being affected in that artificial way. I suppose I just don't like having it in my system. I think it's creepy. And it sort of plays off my occasional paranoid beliefs that someone is out to get me / poisoning me.

So--yes. I resisted royally. I wanted to avoid it. But in the end, I couldn't. And maybe that is for the best.

Best of luck to you! Be brave and see a psych, they're not that bad, and maybe you won't need meds.