....see your pdoc one more time for the year? My pdoc wants me to. She says I'm high-risk and should come in one more time- was supposed to be on the 10th this month. I said no becauses it will cost me $300 as my insurance won't pay as I'm over the limit. I made an appointment for January 8th to see her and just figure I'll be okay until then. What do you think? I know I just got out of a crisis residential unit, but I do feel a lot better. Been out over a week now. I'm going to get myself into some activities- like choir and the gym- and just go day by day.

What do you think? Would you pay $300 just to probably hear that you're okay and come back next month? Ifeel a bit guilty but Christmas is coming up and I have three kids. I'm on foodstamps, by teh way, so that tells you we don't really have much money. We have to make Christmas special somehow. I think I ccan do this- get through the month. Thoughts?