Fuzzybear- thanks :-)
Tooshy- I thought I at least have myself a bruise but no.. there is no itch.. I guess, I don't know it's relaxing and doesn't leave any marks..
Healingme4me- unfortunately I don't see my T till the 19 and it's difficult for me to go because I need to leave work early to get there which is why I haven't made an appointment sooner.
I cried over him a lot, at least a week's worth.. it wasn't him the pushed me over it was my best friend... losing her at the same time made me reflect on our who relationship and how it was always not great. I guess over all I'm tired of being used. Being in relationships that I put more of an effort into than someone else will put in.. I feel the painand the anger but I just want to let it go and move on... I don't know if that explains things any better.. it might help if I confront her but I probably won't.. bleh.

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