Thanks everyone for your support and kind words and advice. I'm sorry that I am not replying to each and every one of you seperately but I am very grateful for your compassion. I guess we do have to be there for one another because people that are not going through it may not be as compassionate or understanding and most will try to keep their distance. I will take all of your suggestions into consideration. About sleep, I have great difficulty getting a good nights sleep. I have ambien which is about to run out and I take benadryl with the ambien because benadryl does nothing on its own for me. But even with those meds I still toss and turn and wake up alot. It probably does contribute to my mood. I went to the therapist today and I feel somewhat better that I at least made an effort to go and I see the Dr. tomorrow. I am just trying to get through each day but its so hard. I have alot going on and I am just overwhelmed. But again, I appreciate you all and I'm so thankful that I found this site.

Much Love,

Bree Marie.