Awwww...sweatpea...you sure have a lot to deal with right now.

I just lost a dear auntie in November who was also suffering from dementia. It is soooooooo difficult seeing this person you love so dearly right in front of you, but knowing in their minds, they are not there with you. It's heartbreaking for sure.

I'm sure you beloved grandmother wants you to remember her as she was before she became ill. Maybe you can spend some time writing a memory book and bring it in to read to her when you visit. I used to sit with auntie and talk about the past and how much fun we had together. I'm hoping it got through to her at some level. Maybe it didn't, but it helped me to talk to her like nothing was wrong and it lifted my spirits and made it easier to deal with.

You and your family are in my prayers. Gentle hugs and good wishes sent your way.

Take good care of yourself!

Hugsssss
Jean