Still been feeling alright. Though I Skyped my parents last night and my dad didn't want to talk to me, said he "didn't have anything to say", even though he always talks to me when I call. That kind of upset me

Went out again with Chris, the guy I met on that dating site. It went pretty well. I just worry that I'm going to mess things up with him since I have no experience with relationships or dating. He picks up on the fact that I'm still a bit nervous around him and I'm not sure how to tell him why. He's always asking me about what's on my mind and I never know how to explain that fear to him. He seems like such a sweet, understanding guy I'm sure he'd accept it and work with me on improving my fears. So why is it so hard for me to say something?