She didn't tell me she was going to do it. I just found out tonight when I asked her what she did today. I know life just seems to get worse and worse, but we're trying to stick together and get through this alive, and we can't lose any more people. I can't take all this anymore. All my friends, everyone, either they want to kill themselves or they already have. We're so lost these days, I just don't know what happened. One moment we're kids, running around and playing like nothing mattered, and the next we're all dead inside, with nowhere to go and nothing left to smile about. I don't understand how this happened to all of us, or why, and I just can't do this anymore. It's getting to be too much...