UGH! I am struggling with not resorting to SI. I want to sooooo badly and I know that I will regret it later. I have so much negativity going on in my life right now that it would provide me some release and make me feel good for just a bit of time. That's all I need...to feel good for just a bit.
I'm afraid to disappoint my husband again because I just got stitches out like 2 weeks ago from the last time I couldn't stop myself! I am sooooo frustrated!!!