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Originally Posted by hankster
Idk. I seem to be operating on two tracks. Or more! The more t gratifies baby hankster, the more adult hankster is freed up to do adult things, rather than engage in self-soothing rituals like over-eating and over-sleeping. And the more adult hankster is not terrified in her own home and does more things. But i dont see adult hankster craving the gratifications. They feel like play. They feel like they are in the past.
Eta - i guess it was a dangerous experiment. But we were both honest about it.
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Hmm, interesting. I sort of see what you are saying about the "adult" and "baby" parts of yourself. Because my feelings all seem very real, deep, and important when I'm by myself. When I actually get to therapy, it all suddenly doesn't feel real. I feel very disconnected from those emotions, and feel like I can handle it all and I'm just needlessly intense. Anyway, thanks for that. I know I will regret it if I don't tell her everything.