Been working on my paper for almost 12 hours straight now. Okay, most of the time I've been distracting myself with music and videos, but I have gotten some done. I'm sort of summarizing the studies for my paper. When I finish that, I'll actually start writing my paper! Ugh. Why is it so hard? I used to love reading and writing, get lost in books, think about a writing career... that was a long time ago.

For some reason I want to see how long I can go without sleeping. Bad idea, I know. Might make my mood better. Probably will make my mood worse. Who knows?